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[Oct. 23rd, 2005|03:23 pm] |
This post ISN'T friends only.
YOU ARE A FUCKING LIEING DIRTY FUCKING CUNT! YOU TOLD NATE THAT I TALKED TO YOU TODAY YOU FUCKING CRAZY FAT UGLY BITCH!!! YOU ARE ONE OF THE UGLIEST PEOPLE THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN! YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A DIRTY UGLY LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO WONDER THEY CALL IT THE DIRTY SOUTH, IT IS BECAUSE YOU ARE IN IT! KILL YOURSELF PLEASE |
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[Oct. 10th, 2005|01:01 pm] |
Drama Drama Drama!
Well, Nate went on a roadtrip this weekend and his phone was off the whole time. And somone told me a bunch of things that I didn't like hearing, so I wrote him a kinda long message on myspace about it.
He texted me that he was on his way home and I called him while I was at work around 9ish and asked him if he read the message, he said "no, ill read it and call you back" and then he said that he was to tired to hang out. About 5 minutes later he left me a voicemail CRUSHED saying "I read your message and you make me so happy and we haven't fought in over a month and I dont want this to be over, please call me right when you get off work, I love you". So I called him when I got off and he was WALKING TO MY WORK. He lives like 8 miles away or so. So I picked him up (he was about half way there). And he took me to the spot where we had our first kiss and told me that the things I was told were all lies and swore on his mom's life. So we went back to my apartment and cuddled and watched TV and stuff, ran some errands, and called up Lukas and Ariel and we all went to the Dube. After that Nate and I came back to my house and had a sleep over. He is so cute when he sleeps. He likes it when (because we always sleep naked) to out his back against my chest and for me to cover him with the blankies with my arm around him. :) And he will wake up in the middle of the night and tell me that he loves me and kisses me. Awwww, I love my Natey Bear! |
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[Sep. 29th, 2005|01:43 pm] |
How does Nate do it? He is always there for me, even when he doesn't know... Monday I was at work and I got the more bad news about my aunt and I was bawling my eyes out. Not even 10 minutes later Nate shows up all out of breath. Apparently he had a feeling like he needed to see me and ran 15 blocks from his car. He took me outside and I cried in his arms for like 10 minutes. He made me feel so much better.
He has visited me at work everyday, it makes me feel so special. Today he came in at 10:30ish and stayed untill like 12:30 bc he knew that I had to close by myself. Awwww. We wrote funny notes to each other, and it was fun.
Lastnight I felt like I was in highschool again. We went out for dinner and a movie around 3pm untill like 10pm. And then at 1am we went out untill his family went to bed and he snuck me in and we had a sleepover! It felt so good to sleep with him again. See, he pretty much lived with me for 2 months untill drama with my roomates got started and they wont let him in the house anymore. Things are going so good with us. I love him more than anything in the world.
I am going to see my aunt this weekend. I hope my POS car makes it to Chicago. It will be nice to see my family and my old friends again.
Work is great, I have the BEST job in the world and I want to work there my whole college career. It is fun and easy and all the people I work with are great. And I make good money.
I miss my old roomate Chrissy, we got into a fight and stopped talking. We were such good friends and had so much fun together. We both had like serious PMS or somthing and did some bad things. I just want her to talk to me so that we can work things out. I MISS YOU CHRISSY! |
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[Sep. 25th, 2005|11:22 pm] |
Long time no update...
Well, lots of things have been going on in my life. Nate and I broke up for a couple days and they were hard as hell. When we got back together things were a little different, but like he said over time they will get to be back to the way they were, he was right. We are happy again. We see each other everyday and love eachother every second. Lastnight we went bowling with our friends Lukas and Arial and Nate put my name in the bowling screen as "Beauty Beyond Words". OH and the CUTEST thing happened!!! Nate and I went to a chinese buffet and after we were done we got our fortune cookies (my favorite part) so I hurried beside him so that we could open them together and his said "stop searching happieness is right next to you". He was like "OH MY GOD" and had the biggest smile I have ever seen. He was like "its true" then put it in his walet and said he would keep it forever. He is always so kissie and cute with me and always saying that Im beautiful, I love it. It helps distract me from reality which I hate right now. My aunt Tammy aka TT has cancer. She is more than an aunt to me, she is my moms identical twin and like a mother to me for my whole life. she has always been no more than 10 minutes down the street from me (untill i moved to columbus). And now she is dying. I will be happy one moment and then I will think of her dying and going to get treatments where her hair falls out and it hurts so bad that I just cry. |
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[Jul. 16th, 2005|10:25 pm] |
Got into Defiance with $12,000 in scholarships
About to move in house on campus with some friends
Met a guy named Nate and fell in LOVE (he told me that he loves me too)
Not going to Defiance, going to OSU
Almost got married, would have if Nate wouldn't have lost his license. Nate was the one who brought up the marriage thing and it was our 2nd date. How freeking cute!
Jon and I are still close friends
Thinking about moving to Chicago with Nate
I love Nate! He is my little Skinhead (not the racist kind), Straight Edge, 6'5", funny, adorable bundle of love who calls me just to say "I want your kissies"! |
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[Jun. 25th, 2005|09:45 pm] |
My computer is broken, so I haven't been able to update.
Basically Jon got accepted to his college and I was crushed. We are still together and doing fine though. He is so great, I can't say enough good things about him. I would write about all the things we have been doing lately but I would be writing all night.
I am moving out of my apartment bc Chrissy is seriously CRAZY. But she puts on this big fake in front of everyone else, only a few have seen her at her worst.
I am totally ok with moving out. Although I wont see Jon as much as I used to bc he lived down the street before. The reason why I am ok is because Jon said that he would like me to go to his college with him. I applied and I know that I will get in because I have a higher GPA than Jon. It is only a 3.0 but it is still good enough to get in. But seriously, wouldn't it be so cute that we met in the summer fell for each other and then ran away to college together :) I only hope to get all of my financial aid stuff taken care of in time. Getting into a good college is my number 1 priority right now. I will work on it everyday all day untill it is taken care of. |
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[Jun. 11th, 2005|03:59 pm] |
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Yeah, so Jon and I snuck into a metro park and layed on the ground and looked at the stars. I then told him that I couldn't see him anymore and told him all the reasons. He didn't like that at all and even started crying. We talked and we decided that we couldn't stop seeing each other. And he told me that he was scared also because he didn't know that it was possible to care for somone so much so fast. Then we went home and "made up". ;) |
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[Jun. 9th, 2005|08:54 pm] |
Lastnight, well, this morning Jon and I watched the sunrise again. We layed down in the middle of the road bc that was the best place we could find. We tried to find stars left over from the night that was being consumed from the morning light. We found two. One on my side and one on his. We just layed there, hardly talking but the silence said enough.
But tonight I am going to tell him that I dont want to see him anymore. I can't see him anymore. I am starting to get feelings for him and that scares me. I dont want to get my heart broken. Chrissy just told me to take it slow, but with every sunrise that we watch and every star that we find, and every pool we sneek into is just going to make me like him more. And the more I like him, the more I will get hurt in the end. If I end it now, it will help me from feeling heartbreak later on. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2005|05:31 pm] |
Look at those dimples!!!
Jon was looking at that photo album of me for like 20 minutes!
Akira!!!
Tom and Chrissy, how cute |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|03:13 pm] |
Jon and I lose all since of time when we are together. Like seriously, lastnight we looked up at the clock and it was 7am. When did that happen? But lastnight was fun. He came over and we drove to some video place on campus to drop off movies then back home. Tom and Chrissy were hungry so we brought them to taco bell. On the way there, we saw that the light in the pool at our apartments was on. We decided to go swimming, so we went to WalMart so that chrissy could get a bathing suit. We came back and Jon got out of the car to see if the fence was unlocked to the pool. It was locked so we went home all sad. We got back to the apartment and Jon and I decided that we wanted to go swimming anyway so we walked to the pool and climbed the fence. It was about 2am at this time. We just jumped in with all of our cloths on, it was so fun and cute. It was like a scene from the movies. We played around in the pool for a few minutes and then ran home in fear of getting caught. Jon wanted our first kiss to be special too, like, we think alike so much. And he wanted it to be in the pool, or the othernight at like 3am when we were "at the park swinging under the stars" or "on the roof watching the sun rise". We came back to my house and played mario and watched Boondock Saints during the movie i lit up a ciggarette and he was like "awwww, i was just about to kiss you" I said "im sorry" and i put the cigg out and said "now you can". He was like "no the moment is ruined" so I picked up the cigg again and started to light it, and right before I could he took it out of my hand and grabbed me and kissed me. It was cute :)
He has almost black hair with turquoise eyes, I could melt! And he playes baseball (my FAVORITE sport, so HOT), he smoke the same ciggs as me, he is the hands-down FUNNIEST person I have ever met, he is very against hunting and he is a HUGE animal person. And I could go on and on. I kinda feel like Im starting to get attached, and that kinda scares me, but great at the same time. After John (yes 2 Jons ina row) I thought that I couldn't find a guy with as great qualities, but I have found somone, and it is even better. |
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[Jun. 7th, 2005|04:44 pm] |
Another great and late night with Jon. I was at my moms house lastnight and Jon called and wanted to know if I wanted to hang out but I was studying for my final and I couldn't. So, he hung out with his friends in Westerville. I called him at like 1:30am to see if he wanted to get coffee and I could study there bc I needed somthing to keep me awake. He knew that I didn't have any gas money so he came and picked me up. And on the way he called to see if I needed and ciggarettes (how considerate). So, he picked me up and we went to the waffle house, it was the worst place ever. Well, it was probably bc we were on the east side. I felt like
I was going to get mugged. So we left there and went to a park. There was tether ball there!!! We totally played like in Napoleon Dynamite. Then we swung on the swings and looked at the stars. After that we went to WalMart and had so much fun. OMG i have never met anyone as funny as he is. I wont even get in to what we were doing, bc It would take up a lot of time. He finally ended up dropping me off at my house at like 5:30am.
He is just sooooooo cute and funny and nice, and just a really great guy. We have so much in commen. I wont get into that right now either. But I am forcing myself to not get attached. I am talking about him so much because he is new and fun and I like him. But Im definatly not attached yet. I have my guard up and I am very self consience about my apperence and he is VERY fit and soooooo cute. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2005|09:38 pm] |
Busy weekend for me. Saturday I went with Jon to the poker qualifier and I made it to the final tournament on Sunday. Yes, I made it, a girl playing against like 60 grown men whom have been in those tournaments for years. Unfortunatly Jon didn't make it. After poker Jon and I went to Kristin's party in my appartment complex and I got a little drunk. Then Jon and I went with Britney and Chad (Jan, lol) and hung out at her place. After that Jon and I went back to my place and played with the puppy and OMG it was so weird, Akira started barking and Jon was like "You know I dont speek spanish" when I said that to Akira earlier that same day. Anyway...We watched Napoloen dynamite and then played 3 hours (till 8am) of super mario brothers. Well, there was a lot more things that happened that night, but Im to tired to write all the details. Basically I had a great time and had a lot of fun.
YESTERDAY however, was not so fun. Hangovers + cramps = death!!! Jon called and wanted to do somthing but I was WAY to sickly and I didn't want to tell him it was mostly from cramps so I just said I had a hangover. He
didn't like that I was sick and tried to bring me soup. I really didn't want him to see me all crappy and sickly. But I started feeling better at like 2am lastnight and Britney called so I went over to her house for a while and go my camera bc I accidentaly left it in her car the night before, talked to Jon again and went to sleep.
Oh, this whole being single thing is fun. Like this week, I have hung out with Jon and will probably Wednesday. Tomorrow Shane is taking me out, and Thursday Mark is taking me to the art museum. And whenever I get bored I can just call David and he will come over bc he lives like 30 seconds away. And just so that the readers know. IM NOT SLEEPING WITH ANY OF THEM. |
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[Jun. 4th, 2005|10:32 pm] |
I made it to the finals!!! But Jon didn't :`(
But he is going to come cheer me on tomorrow |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2005|05:12 pm] |
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Tomorrow is going to be great fun. During the day Im going job hunting and possibly swimming, then at 7 my friend Jon (not john) and I are going to the poker tournament at the fairgrounds. And we are going to win $10,000!!! After that a party at this one guy Patrick's house. Horray!!! Jon and I have a plan that during the tournament we are going to say nothing but Napoleon Dynamite quotes just to see how pissed people get. HECK YES!!! |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|08:11 pm] |
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I talked to Alex again today, we talked for like 3 hours and they just flew by. When we talked two days ago, at the begining he was like "we were both a couple of kids, but we really loved eachother" I was in shock becuase I was just about to ask him if he had ever seen "The Notebook" and that line is in the movie. So I asked him if he saw it and he was like "that is us". I broke down and started crying. Because, after I saw that movie I started missing him more than ever. And after I saw that movie things got bad between Nick and I because I knew in my heart that Alex was my Noah and Nick could never be. Like, nobody could understand the parallels between that movie and Alex and I. We met young, and fell in love instantly...
It was August 30th 2001, I was 15 and was walking into a store in Wonder Lake with two of my girlfriends, outside of the store was two boys our age. And one of the boys stood out (alex)and we looked at eachother in a way that I can't even begin to describe. so I asked my friend who it was, and she was like "it's just Alex, he is trouble stay away from him". So I wanted to take her word, so I didn't speek to him. We went back to my friends house and Alex went to the other side of the fence and asked me to go out with him. I naturally said "no" and he said that he wouldn't leave the fence untill i agreed to go out with him. It got to be about 2am and he was still outside of that fence throwing rocks at the gazeboo where my friends slumber party was. I finally agreed to go out with him so he went home. The next day my girlfriends and I were walking to the park and here comes Alex. So we all went to the park together and he started pushing my on a swing and (from what he told me tonight) a wind came and blew my hair and he knew right then that I was the most beautiful thing that he had ever seen. We played at the park for a while and then decided to run into the lake with our cloths on. I was still wearing my PJ's and it was hard to swim, so Alex and I were holding onto each other, then, all of a sudden it started to rain while the sun was shining. We kissed and it was beautiful. And we were unseperable from that day untill January 1st 2003.
But so many of the same EXACT things happened in the movie that happened with Alex and I. He was a poor country boy and my family had money. My grandmother told me to stay away from him or I would end up trash and pregnate. Alex, Me, Jenny and Rex would ride bikes with Jenny and I on the handle bars. OH and one winter Alex and I were at the square which was lit up with the fresh beautiful snow and a song started playing in the gazzeboo and it was "I'll be seeing you" from Billy Holiday (the same song allie and noah danced to) and he took me and we started slow dancing to that song. And I could just go on and on about the parallels but I am going to go watch the movie again. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|02:40 pm] |
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Yeah, so David came over lastnight and we watched movies and fell alseep. He felt so small when we were cuddling, it was kinda weird. I mean he is like 6'1" 200lbs. (but cut) and he still felt small to me. I have mixed feelings about David. He is nice and he likes me he is funny (but not stupid funny and i like stupid funny) and he is hot, but i just dont know. He isn't romantic and he is always negative. And he has a problem with "rich" people. I myself am not rich, but my family is well off. I kinda screwed him over in January so since then he has been i little distant. But he still tries, so I have to give him credit for that. I dont know, maybe my feelings for him will get stringer as time goes by. Just like in the song "time goes by so slowly but time can do so much". |
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[May. 27th, 2005|08:35 pm] |
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Why do I keep going back to David whenever things go wrong with Nick or John? Well, actually I was mad at David, so I didn't go back to him, he came crawling back to me. David bother's me somtimes. He is always so negative and selfish. But he is BEAUTIFUL!!! And he always dresses so nice. And did I mention beautiful? Black hair and GREEN eyes!!! But... I just dont know. Im kinda bumed about somthings right now. Im going away for the weekend. I thought I was leaving tonight, but my aunt would rather leave tomorrow morning. I have more to say, but I really can't untill after this weekend, after some things happen. (nothing bad) |
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[May. 19th, 2005|04:24 pm] |
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I made a new myspace. I deleted my old one for personal reasons. My new one is www.myspace.com/devinann |
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[May. 17th, 2005|05:14 pm] |
In your eyes, people see brightness in
everything.... and I mean... EVERYTHING! You're
so optimistic and think of everything as just a
new adverture! You're very energetic, happy,
fun, and loving. Everyone seems to want to be
just like you because you're a great example of
people who live life to its fullest! You don't
really have a sanctuary... That is... Besides
the whole world >.< You love to have a good
time and enjoy yourself among your friends,
family, even strangers or by yourself! However,
being so happy and energetic can also be your
downfall... Some people might see you as a
crazy person who doesn't take anything
seriously, but that's so not true! Just because
you see life better than them doesn't give them
the right to act crabby. Keep living life to
its fullest and hopefully you can drag some
other people along with you ^-^
What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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[May. 16th, 2005|03:14 pm] |
I try but I can't seem to get myself to think of anything but you
Your breath on my face your warm, gentle kiss I taste the truth, I taste the truth
We know what I came here for
So I won't ask for more
[CHORUS]
I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the on who's in your arms to hold you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you
So I'll hold you tonight like I would if you were mine to hold forevermore
And I'll savor each touch that I've wanted so much to feel before, to feel before
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this
[CHORUS]
Oh, baby
I can't fight this feeling anymore(anymore)
Drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name and take my hand
Can you make my wish, baby, your command(command)?
Yeah
[CHORUS]
Oh yeah
I wanna be with you
Wanna be with you, ooo, yeah
I wanna be, I wanna be
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[May. 13th, 2005|09:42 pm] |
Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better
Hey Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better
And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Hey Jude, don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better
So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah yeah
Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh |
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[May. 10th, 2005|08:46 pm] |
Artist: Abra Moore Lyrics
Song: Trip on Love Lyrics
I let my guard down
In a momentary lapse of emotion
And it just slipped out
That we both knew my heart could be broke
I said something I never intended to say
You stopped laughing
And asked me, "do you feel alone in that way"
Do you trip on love?
Do you run from magic?
When you kiss someone
Do you make it tragic?
If you feel too much
Do you start to panic?
When your word comes out
Do you trip on love?
I just stood there
Had expected another reaction
Out of thin air
In the strangest sense of satisfaction
Can you tell me
How you see me somewhere?
And if you held me
Would you let me see a part of yourself?
Do you trip on love?
Do you run from magic?
When you kiss someone
Do you make it tragic?
When you feel too much
Do you start to panic?
When your word comes out
Do you trip on love?
When we go
Do we say
This means less than we know it does
Please tell me
Do you trip on love?
Do you run from magic?
When you kiss someone
Do you make it tragic?
When you feel too much
Do you start to panic?
When your word comes out
Do you trip on love? |
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[May. 8th, 2005|08:24 pm] |
This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own too long
But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right ah now
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like yuh can't go on
Turning circles and time again
It cut like a knife oh now
If you love me got to know for sure
'Cause it takes something more this time
Than sweet sweet lies oh now
Before I open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
When you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
Cause whose to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't yuh know this life goes on
Won't you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
Woah ah yea
This years love had better last |
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[May. 8th, 2005|05:03 pm] |
Artist: Counting Crows Lyrics
Song: Colorblind Lyrics
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine |
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[May. 1st, 2005|01:07 am] |
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Moving into my first appartment on Saturday!!! I am going to be living with my two best friends AND the guy I'm kinda dating will be less than a minute from me (i can almost see his house from mine).
Who is comming to the housewarming party on May 14th??? |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2005|05:14 am] |
I LOVE NICK SO SO SO MUCH!
We just talked and we are getting back together. Im so happy. I feel like Im falling in love with him all over again. |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2005|01:27 am] |
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OMG Sin City is the goriest movie ever!!! It is very artistic and well directed, but, when it shows a guy getting his arms and legs cut off and then a dog eating the rest of him, I think it went a little to far. |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2005|03:43 am] |
---y0u---
Name?: Devin Ann
Age?: 19
Location?: Columbus, Ohio
Sex?: Girly girl
Siblings?: None
Height?: 5'1"
Hair color?: Aurburn with blond highlights
Eye color?: grey/green
---pers0nal---
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Not anymore
Whats his/her name?: it was Nick
Whats one word you could think of to describe them?: hopeful
Whats the best thing they've ever done for you?: been my best friend through the worst of times
If you dont have a bf/gf, do you want one?: yes and no
---fav0rites---
Fav movie?: Moulin Rouge, Forest Gump, Pulp Fiction, The Notebook
Fav person you know?: Currently John
Fav food and drink?: water
Fav shirt you own?: hard to describe
Fav place youve been to?: NYC!!!
Fav colors?: yellow, red, pink
Fav place to be?: On a movie set or in a hospital (not being sick)
Fav store?: best buy...?
Fav tv show?: Friends hands down
Fav song?: Currently.... Because You're Young from Cock Sparrer
---prefs---
Pepsi or coke?: Diet Coke
Chocolate or vanilla?: Chocolate
Internet or phone?: Internet
McDonalds or Burger King?: they both equal a fat bum!
Eminem or 50 cent?: make me puke!
Make up or no make up?: none
Cat or dog?: Dog
Spanish or French?: French
Lights on or lights off?: Off
Hungry or full?: Starving
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate?: Hot Chocolate
---are y0u---
Suicidal?: Not Anymore
Stubborn?: not really
Open-minded?: completely
Arrogant?: not really
Patient?: most of the time
Hyper?: Yes
Nice?: Yes
Happy?: Yes
Depressed?: Sometimes
---wh0 d0 y0u want t0---
Fuck?: I don't really know
Kiss?: John
Hurt?: Nobody
Beat the shit out of?: Nobody
Kill?: Nobody
Hug?: John
---with the 0pp0site sex---
Favorite eye color on the opposite sex?: Blue or green
Hair color?: dark brown
Curly or straight?: straight
Tall or short?: TALL, like VERY Tall
Red hair, blonde hair, brunette or other?: brunette!
Pale tan or in the middle?: somewhere around in the middle to tan
---w0uld y0u---
Shave your head for $1000?: No
Cheat on your bf/gf?: No because I would never have the desire too, and it's just WRONG!
Eat a bug?: No
Be on fear factor?: maybe...
Kill yourself?: nope
Cut yourself if you were depressed?:
Turn goth?: no
Dress up as the opposite sex and go out in public as a dare?: YES!!!
---have y0u ever---
Masturbated?: YES, hahaha
Gone skinny dipping?: Yes
Had sex?: YES
Seen the same movie more than 5 times?: Yes
---y0ur friends---
Who do you rely on most and could trust with anything?: Nick
Whos ur best friend of the same sex?: probably Kristin bc Im new to Ohio
Why?: We just get along well.
Whos your best friend of the opposite sex?: Nick
Why?: He has ALWAYS been there for me, I respect him and we get alone
Funniest?: David
Stupidest?: Alex
Nicest?: John
Best looking?: Alex
Craziest?: Me, lol |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2005|02:56 am] |
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I just talked to nick. I really wish that I wouldn't have. I can't stop crying, I miss him so much. I really thought I was over him too. And then he called me by my "nick-name" and I couldn't hold back the tears. Why can't I get over him? There is a great guy in my life, and Nick even thinks so too. But I just can't shake Nick off. He is my best friend in the whole wide world and I dont want us to never not talk, but I dont think that I will be able to get over him unless I dont talk to him, GOD THIS IS SO HARD! What do I do? Someone please help |
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| what my daily horoscope says |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|10:59 am] |
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Now that's more like it -- you're back to your open-hearted, disarmingly charming self, and you're attracting all the right cosmic energy. NOW JUST PUT YOURSELF AROUND THE RIGHT PEOPLE. |
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| Ruiner Lyrics |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|01:40 am] |
you had all of them on your side, didn't you?
you believe in all your lies, didn't you?
the ruiner's got a lot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now he made you
believe
the ruiner's your only friend well he's the living end to the cattle he
deceives
the raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees
now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease
how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did you get so hard?
how did you get so long?
you had to give them all a sign, didn't you?
you had to covet what was mine, didn't you?
the ruiner's a collector he's an infector serving his shit to his flies
maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly
realize
maybe it's a part of me you took to a place I hoped it would never go
and maybe that fucked me up so much more than you'll ever know
how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did you get so hard?
how did you get so long?
what you gave to me
my perfect ring of scars
you know I can see what you really are
you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|03:32 am] |
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I feel like a giggly little girl again.
I used to feel like it was hard to breath and it hurt to smile.
Now there air has never been as sweet and to smile makes it sweeter. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 16th, 2005|06:17 pm] |
Im so bored right now. I am so freeking busy! I work, go to school, and about to start the movie. I dont have any time for anything else.
Work is soooo freeking easy this week. For this week all we do at work is sit in the classroom for THREE HOURS DOING NOTHING. And when I say nothing, I mean NOTHING. There isn't even an instructer in the room. Then we take a two hour break, back at 9pm. Then listen to phone calls untill 11pm, then we go home. w00t |
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[Mar. 4th, 2005|12:25 am] |
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ANY GIRLS NEED A ROOM MATE? OR KNOW ANY GIRLS WHO NEED A ROOM MATE LET ME KNOW! THANK YOU |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 24th, 2005|12:57 am] |
FRIENDS ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COMMENT TO BE ADDED!!! |
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